This blog is the day by day thoughts, feelings and actions of a man who cheated on his wife and his struggle to try to winning her heart and spirit back. It is a love story. It is real.
My hope is to have someone who might be in a dark place and thinking about straying. It is not worth it. It is worth fighting for the ones you love. You may feel lost, you may feel worthless, you might look to escape the hardships of your life. Turn to those who love you. Show them your weakness and allow them to help you heal, rise and shine. My mistake was believing I was alone when ALL I needed was to reach out to the ones I truly loved and let them help me. I did not and now face the consequences of that. Learn from my mistakes. I have, but it may be at a cost which I should not have had to pay. I know my wife loves me but I have hurt her in a way I cannot ever fully repair. I can only try and do everything in my power to repair enough for her to believe in us again.
Only time will tell if I will be successful.