Last night I saw in her the desperate need to heal. She was distant these past few days focusing on finding help. Not help from me, but help from others who have been thru this.
I must let go all my selfish needs and accept the path which allows her to heal. She is struggling with trying to heal with me and our family together. She is so strong. I see the pressure she is under and I will continue to do all I can to help but I can only help so much and not directly. Faith must take her the rest of the way. Hers, mine, faith in the family.
I want my family but I want my wife to heal also. I hope both are possible.
I am so sorry for what I have done. It changes nothing in the present but may change the future if I am true and genuine in my change. I am doing my best to change. I know I will never cheat again but is there more I can do. Yes….I believe there Is.
Do I have the right to be proud of her?